Albert. 'You're a selfish little bugger when you're seven. Anyway, Dad got ratted after lunch and trod on it.'
LUNCH?
'All right, mebbe we had a bit of pork chipping tor the bread ...'
EVEN SO, THE SPIRIT OF HOGSWATCH...
Albert sighed. 'If you like, master. If you like.'
Death looked perturbed.
BUT SUPPOSING THE HOGFATHER HAD BROUGHT YOU THE WONDERFUL HORSE—
'Oh, Dad would've flogged it for a couple of bottles,' said Albert.
BUT WE HAVE BEEN INTO HOUSES WHERE THE CHILDREN HAD MANY TOYS AND BROUGHT THEM EVEN MORE TOYS, AND IN HOUSES LIKE THIS THE CHILDREN GET PRACTICALLY NOTHING.
'Huh, we'd have given anything to get practically nothing when I were a lad,' said Albert.
BE HAPPY WITH WHAT YOU'VE GOT, IS THAT THE IDEA?
'That's about the size of it, master. A good god line, that. Don't give 'em too much and tell 'em to be happy with it. jam tomorrow, see.'
THIS IS WRONG. Death hesitated. I MEAN ... IT'S RIGHT TO BE HAPPY WITH WHAT YOU'VE GOT. BUT YOU'VE GOT TO HAVE SOMETHING TO BE HAPPY ABOUT HAVING. THERE'S NO POINT IN BEING HAPPY ABOUT HAVING NOTHING.
Albert felt a bit out of his depth in this new tide of social philosophy.
'Dunno,' he said. 'I suppose people'd say they've got the moon and the stars and suchlike.'
I'M SURE THEY WOULDN'T BE ABLE TO PRODUCE THE PAPERWORK.
'All I know is, if Dad'd caught us with a big bag of pricey toys wed just have got a ding round the earhole for nicking 'em.'
IT IS ... UNFAIR.
'That's life, master.'
BUT I'M NOT.
'I meant this is how it's supposed to go, master,' said Albert.
NO. YOU MEAN THIS IS HOW IT GOES.
Albert leaned against the stove and rolled himself one of his horrible thin cigarettes. It was best to let the master work his own way through these things. He got over them eventually. It was like that business with the violin. For three days there was nothing but twangs and broken strings, and then he'd never touched the thing again. That was the trouble, really. Everything the master did was a bit like that. When things got into his head you just had to wait until they leaked out again.
He'd thought that Hogswatch was all ... plum pudding and brandy and ho ho ho and he didn't have the kind of mind that could ignore all the other stuff. And so it hurt him.
IT IS HOGSWATCH, said Death, AND PEOPLE DIE ON THE STREETS. PEOPLE FEAST BEHIND LIGHTED WINDOWS AND OTHER PEOPLE HAVE NO HOMES. IS THIS FAIR?
'Well, of course, that's the big issue ...' Albert began.
THE PEASANT HAD A HANDFUL OF BEANS AND THE KING HAD SO MUCH HE WOULD NOT EVEN NOTICE THAT WHICH HE GAVE AWAY. IS THIS FAIR?
'Yeah, but if you gave it all to the peasant then in a year or two he'd be just as snooty as the king—' began Albert, jaundiced observer of human nature.
NAUGHTY AND NICE? said Death. BUT IT'S EASY
TO BE NICE IF YOU'RE RICH. IS THIS FAIR?
Albert wanted to argue. He wanted to say, Really? In that case, how come so many of the rich buggers is bastards? And being poor don't mean being naughty, neither. We was poor when I were a kid, but we was honest. Well, more stupid than honest, to tell the truth. But basically honest.
He didn't argue, though. The master wasn't in any mood for it. He always did what needed to be done.
'You did say we just had to do this so's people'd believe... ' he began, and then stopped and started again. 'When it comes to fair, master, you yourself...'
I AM EVEN-HANDED TO RICH AND POOR ALIKE, snapped Death. BUT THIS SHOULD NOT BE A SAD TIME. THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE THE SEASON TO BE JOLLY. He wrapped his red robe around him. AND OTHER THINGS ENDING IN OLLY, he added.
'There's no blade,' said the oh god. 'It's just a sword hilt.'
Susan stepped out of the light and her wrist moved. A sparkling blue line flashed in the air, for a moment outlining an edge too thin to be seen.
The oh god backed away.
'What's that?'
'Oh, it cuts tiny bits of the air in half. It can cut the soul away from the body, so stand back, please.'
'Oh, I will, I will.'
Susan fished the black scabbard out of the umbrella stand.
Umbrella stand! It never rained here, but Death had an umbrella stand. Practically no one else Susan knew had an umbrella stand. In any list of useful furniture, the one found at the bottom would be the umbrella stand.
Death lived in a black world, where nothing was alive and everything was dark and his great library only had dust and cobwebs because he'd created them for effect and there was never any sun in the sky and the air never moved and he had an umbrella stand. And a pair of silverbacked hairbrushes by his bed. He wanted to be something more than just a bony apparition. He tried to create these flashes of personality but somehow they betrayed themselves, they tried too hard, like an adolescent boy going out wearing an aftershave called 'Rampant'.
Grandfather always got things wrong. He saw life from outside and never quite understood.
'That looks dangerous,' said the oh god.
Susan sheathed the sword.
'I hope so,' she said.
'Er ... where are we going? Exactly?'
'Somewhere under an overhead sky,' said Susan. 'And ... I've seen it before. Recently. I know the place.'
They walked out to the stable yard. Binky was waiting.
'I said you don't have to come,' said Susan, grasping the saddle. 'I mean, you're a ... an innocent bystander.'
'But I'm a god of hangovers who's been cured of hangovers,' said the oh god. 'I haven't really got any function at all.'
He looked so forlorn when he said this that she relented.
'All right. Come on, then.'
She pulled him up behind her.
'Just hang on,' she said. And then she said, `Hang on somewhere differently, I mean.'
'I'm sorry, was that a problem?' said the oh god, shifting his grip.
'It might take too long to explain and you probably don't know all the words. Around the waist, please.'
Susan took out Violet's hourglass and held it up. There was a lot of sand left to run, but she couldn't be certain that was a good sign.
All she could be certain of was that the horse of Death could go anywhere.
The sound of Hex's quill as it scrabbled across the paper was like a frantic spider trapped in a matchbox.
Despite his dislike of what was going on, there was a part of Ponder Stibbons that was very, very impressed.
In the past, when Hex had been recalcitrant about its calculations, when it had got into a mechanical sulk and had started writing things like'+++ Out of Cheese Error +++'and'+++ Redo From Start +++' Ponder had tried to sort things out calmly and logically.
It had never, ever occurred to him to contemplate hitting Hex with a mallet. But this was, in fact, what Ridcully was threatening to do.
What was impressive, and also more than a little worrying, was that Hex seemed to understand the concept.
'Right,' said Ridcully, putting the mallet aside. 'Let's have no more of this "Insufficient dates" business, shallwe? There's boxes of the damn things back in the Great Hall. You can have the lot as far as Im concerned...'
'It's data, not dates,' said Ponder helpfully.
'What? You mean like ... more than dates? Extra sticky?'
'No, no, data is Hex's word for ... well, facts,' said Ponder.
'Ridiculous way to behave,' said Ridcully brusquely. 'If he's stumped for an answer, why can't he write "You've got me there" or "Damned if I know," or "That's a bit of a puzzler and no mistake"? All this "Insufficient data" business is just pure contrariness, to my mind. It's just swank-' He turned back to Hex. 'Right, you. Hazard a guess.'
The quill started to write '+++ Insuff ' and then stopped. After quivering for a moment it went down a line and started again.
+++ This Is Just Calculating Aloud, You Understand +++
'Fair enough,' said Ridcully.
.+++ The Amount Of Belief In The World Must Be Subject To An Upper Limit +++
'What an odd question,' said the Dean.
'Sounds sensible,' said Ridcully. 'I suppose people just ... believe in stuff. Obviously there's a limit to what you can believe in. I've always said so. So what?'
.+++ Creatures Have Appeared That Were Once Believed In +++
'Yes. Yes, you could put it like that.'
+++ They Disappeared Because They Were Not Believed In +++
'Seems reasonable,' said Ridcully.
+++ People Were Believing In Something Else Query? +++
Ridcully looked at the other wizards. They shrugged.
'Could be,' he said guardedly. 'People can only believe in so many things.'
... It Follows That If A Major Focus Of Belief Is Removed, There Will Be Spare Belief ...
Ridcully stared at the words.
'You mean ... sloshing around?'
The big wheel with the ram skulls on it began to turn ponderously. The scurrying ants in the .glass tubes took on a new urgency.
'What's happening?' said Ridcully, in a loud whisper.
'I think Hex is looking up the word "sloshing",' said Ponder. 'It may be in long-term storage.'
A large hourglass came down on the spring.
'What's that for?' said Ridcully.
'Er ... it shows Hex is working things out.'
'Oh. And that buzzing noise? Seems to be coming from the other side of the wall.'
Ponder coughed.
'That is the long-term storage, Archchancellor.'
'And how does that work?'
'Er ... well, if you think of memory as a series of little shelves or, or, or holes, Archchancellor, in which you can put things, well, we found a way of making a sort of memory which, er, interfaces neatly with the ants, in fact, but more importantly can expand its size depending on how much we give it to remember and, er, is possibly a bit slow but...'
'It's a very loud buzzing,' said the Dean. 'Is it going wrong.
'No, that shows it's working,' said Ponder. 'It's, er, beehives.'
He coughed.
'Different types of pollen, different thicknesses of honey, placement of the eggs ... It's actually amazing how much information you can store on one honeycomb.'
He looked at their faces. 'And it's very secure because anyone trying to tamper with it will get stung to death and Adrian believes that when we shut it down in the summer holidays we should get a nice lot of honey, too.' He coughed again. 'For our ... sand ... wiches,' he said.
He felt himself getting smaller and hotter under their gazes.
Hex came to his rescue. The hourglass bounced away and the quill pen was jerked in and out of its inkwell.
+++ Yes. Sloshing Around. Accreting +++
'That means forming around new centres, Archchancellor,' said Ponder helpfully.
'I know that,' said Ridcully. 'Blast. Remember when we had all that life force all over the place? A man couldn't call his trousers his own! So ... there's spare belief sloshing around, thank you, and these little devils are taking advantage of it? 'Coming back? Household gods?'
+++ This Is Possible +++
'All right, then, so what are people not believing in all of a sudden?'
+++ Out Of Cheese Error +++ MELON MELON MELON +++ Redo From Start +++
'Thank you. A simple "I don't know" would have been sufficient,' said Ridcully, sitting back.
'One of the major gods?' said the Chair of Indefinite Studies.
'Hah, we'd soon know about it if one of those vanished.'
'It's Hogswatch,' said the Dean. 'I suppose the Hogfather is around, is he?'
'You believe in him?' said Ridcully.
'Well, he's for kids, isn't he?' said the Dean. 'But I'm sure they all believe in him. I certainly did. It wouldn't be Hogswatch when I was a kid without a pillowcase hanging by the fire ...'
'A pillowcase?' said the Senior Wrangler, sharply.
'Well, you can't get much in a stocking,' said the Dean.
'Yes, but a whole pillowcase?' the Senior Wrangler insisted.
'Yes. What of it?'
'Is it just me, or is that a rather greedy and selfish way to behave? In my family we just hung up very small socks,' said the Senior Wrangler. 'A sugar pig, a toy soldier, a couple of oranges and that was it. Hah, turns out people with whole pillowcases were cornering the market, eh?'
'Shut up and stop squabbling, both of you,' said Ridcully. 'There must be a simple way to check up. How can you tell if the Hogfather exists?'
'Someone's drunk the sherry, there's sooty footprints on the carpet, sleigh tracks on the roof and your pillowcase is full of presents,' said the Dean.
'Hah, pillowcase,' said the Senior Wrangler darkly. 'Hah. I expect your family were the stuck-up sort that didn't even open their presents until after Hogswatch dinner, eh? One of them with a big snooty Hogswatch tree in the hall?'
'What if ...' Ridcully began, but he was too late.
'Well?' said the Dean. 'Of course we waited until after lunch...'
'You know, it really used to wind me right up, people with big snooty Hogswatch trees. And I just bet you had one of those swanky fancy nutcrackers like a big thumbscrew,' said the Senior Wrangler. 'Some people had to make do with the coal hammer out of the outhouse, of course. And had dinner in the middle of the day instead of lah-di-dah posh dinner in the evening.'
'I can't help it if my family had money,' said the Dean, and that might have defused things a bit had he not added, 'and standards.'
'And big pillowcases!' shouted the Senior Wrangler, bouncing up and down in rage. 'And I bet you bought your holly, eh?'
The Dean raised his eyebrows. 'Of course! We didn't go creeping around the country pinching it out of other people's hedges, like some people did,' he snapped.
'That's traditional! That's part of the fun!'
'Celebrating Hogswatch with stolen greenery?'
Ridcully put his hand over his eyes.
The word for this, he had heard, was 'cabin fever'. When people had been cooped up for too long in the dark days of the winter, they always tended to get on one another's nerves, although there was probably a school of thought that would hold that spending your time in a university with more than five thousand known rooms, a huge library, the best kitchens in the city, its own brewery, dairy, extensive wine cellar, laundry, barber shop, cloisters and skittle alley was testing the definition of 'cooped up' a little. Mind you, wizards could get on one another's nerves in opposite corners of a very large field.
'Just shut up, will you?' he said. 'It's Hogswatch! That's not the time for silly arguments, all right?'
'Oh, yes it is,' said the Chair of Indefinite Studies glumly. 'It's exactly the time for silly arguments. In our family we were lucky to get through dinner without a reprise of What A Shame Henry Didn't Go Into Business With Our Ron. Or Why Hasn't Anyone Taught Those Kids To Use A Knife? That was another favourite.'
'And the sulks,' said Ponder Stibbons.
'Oh, the sulks,' said the Chair of Indefinite Studies. 'Not a proper Hogswatch without everyone sitting staring at different walls.'
'The games were worse,' said Ponder.
'Worse than the kids hitting one another with their toys, do you think? Not a proper Hogswatch afternoon without wheels and bits of broken dolly everywhere and everyone whining. Assault and battery included.'
'We had a game called Hunt the Slipper,' said Ponder. 'Someone hid a slipper. And then we had to find it. And then we had a row.'
'It's not really bad,' said the Lecturer in Recent Runes. 'I mean, not proper Hogswatch bad, unless everyone's wearing a paper hat. There's always that bit, isn't there, when someone's horrible great-aunt puts on a paper hat and smirks at everyone because she's being so bohemian.'
'I'd forgotten about the paper hats,' said the Chair of Indefinite Studies. 'Oh, dear.'
'And then later on someone'll suggest a board game,' said Ponder.
'That's right. Where no one exactly remembers all the rules.'
'Which doesn't stop someone suggesting that you play for pennies.'
'And five minutes later there's two people not speaking to one another for the rest of their lives because of tuppence.'
'And some horrible little kid...'
'I know, I know! Some little kid who's been allowed to stay up wins everyone's money by being a nasty little cut— throat swot!'
'Right!'
'Er . . .' said Ponder, who rather suspected that he had been that child.
'And don't forget the presents,' said the Chair of Indefinite Studies, as if reading off some internal list of gloom. 'How ... how full of potential they seem in all that paper, how pregnant with possibilities ... and then you open them and basically the wrapping paper was more interesting and you have to say "How thoughtful, that will come in handy!' It's not better to give than to receive, in my opinion, it's just less embarrassing.'
'I've worked out,' said the Senior Wrangler, 'that over the years I have been a net exporter of Hogswatch presents—'
'Oh, everyone is,' said the Chair. 'You spend a fortune on other people and what you get when all the paper is cleared away is one slipper that's the wrong colour and a book about earwax.'
Ridcully sat in horrified amazement. He'd always enjoyed Hogswatch, every bit of it. He'd enjoyed seeing ardent relatives, he'd enjoyed the food, he'd been good at games like Chase My Neighbour Up The Passage and Hooray Jolly Tinker. He was always the first to don a paper hat. He felt that paper hats lent a special festive air to the occasion. And he always very carefully read the messages on Hogswatch cards and found time for a few kind thoughts about the sender.
Listening to his wizards was like watching someone kick apart a doll's house.
'At least the Hogswatch cracker mottoes are fun...?' he ventured.
They all turned to look at him, and then turned away again.
'If you have the sense of humour of a wire coathanger,' said the Senior Wrangler.
'Oh dear,' said Ridcully. 'Then perhaps there isn't a Hogfather if all you chaps are sitting around with long faces. He's not the sort to let people go around being miserable!'
'Ridcully, he's just some old winter god,' said the Senior Wrangler wearily. 'He's not the Cheerful Fairy or anything.'
The Lecturer in Recent Runes raised his chin from his hands. 'What Cheerful Fairy?'
'Oh, its just something my granny used to go on about if it was a wet afternoon and we were getting on her nerves,' said the Senior Wrangler. 'She'd say "I'll call the Cheerful Fairy if you're..." ' He stopped, looking guilty.
The Archchancellor held a hand to his ear in a theatrical gesture denoting 'Hush. What was that I heard?'
'Someone tinkled,' he said. 'Thank you, Senior Wrangler.'
'Oh no,' the Senior Wrangler moaned. 'No, no, no!'
They listened for a moment.
'We might have got away with it,' said Ponder. 'I didn't hear anything...'
'Yes, but you can just imagine her, can't you?' said the Dean. 'The moment you said it, I had this picture in my mind. She's going to have a whole bag of word games, for one thing. Or she'll suggest we go outdoors for our health.'
The wizards shuddered. They weren't against the outdoors, it was simply their place in it they objected to.
'Cheerfulness has always got me down,' said the Dean.
'Welt if some wretched little ball of cheerfulness turns up I shan't have it for one,' said the Senior Wrangler, folding his arms. 'I've put up with monsters and trolls and big green things with teeth, so I'm not sitting still for any kind of...'
'Hello!! Hello !!'
The voice was the kind of voice that reads suitable stories to children. Every vowel was beautifully rounded. And they could hear the extra exclamation marks, born of a sort of desperate despairing jollity, slot into place. They turned.
The Cheerful Fairy was quite short and plump in a tweed skirt and shoes so sensible they could do their own tax returns, and was pretty much like the first teacher you get at school, the one who has special training in dealing with nervous incontinence and little boys whose contribution to the wonderful world of sharing consists largely of hitting a small girl repeatedly over the head with a wooden horse. In fact, this picture was helped by the whistle on a string around her neck and a general impression that at any moment she would clap her hands.
The tiny gauzy wings just visible on her back were probably just for show, but the wizards kept on staring at her shoulder.
'Hello...' she said again, but a lot more uncertainly. She gave them a suspicious look. 'You're rather big boys,' she said, as if they'd become so in order to spite her. She blinked. 'It's my job to chase those blues away,' she added, apparently following a memorized script. Then she seemed to rally a bit and went on. 'So chins up, everyone, and lets see a lot of bright shining faces!!'
Her gaze met that of the Senior Wrangler, who had probably never had a bright shining face in
his entire life. He specialized in dull, sullen ones. The one he was wearing now would have won prizes.
'Excuse me, madam,' said Ridcully. 'But is that a chicken on your shoulder?'
'It's, er, its, er, it's the Blue Bird of Happiness,' said the Cheerful Fairy. Her voice now had the slightly shaking tone of someone who doesn't quite believe what she has just said but is going to go on saying it anyway, just in case saying it will eventually make it true.
'I beg your pardon, but it is a chicken. A live chicken,' said Ridcully. 'It just went cluck.'
'It is blue,' she said hopelessly.
'Well, that at least is true,' Ridcully conceded, as kindly as he could manage. 'Left to myself, I expect I'd have imagined a slightly more streamlined Blue Bird of Happiness, but I can't actually fault you there.'
The Cheerful Fairy coughed nervously and fiddled with the buttons on her sensible woolly jumper.
'How about a nice game to get us all in the mood?' she said. 'A guessing game, perhaps? Or a painting competition? There may be a small prize for the winner.'
'Madam, we're wizards,' said the Senior Wrangler. 'We don't do cheerful.'
'Charades?' said the Cheerful Fairy. 'Or perhaps you've been playing them already? How about a sing-song? Who knows "Row Row Row Your Boat"?'
Her bright little smile hit the group scowl of the assembled wizards. 'We don't want to be Mr Grumpy, do we?' she added hopefully.
'Yes,' said the Senior Wrangler.
The Cheerful Fairy sagged, and then patted frantically at her shapeless sleeves until she tugged out a balled-up handkerchief. She dabbed at her eyes.
'It's all going wrong again, isn't it?' she said, her chin trembling. 'No one ever wants to be cheerful these days, and I really do try. I've made a Joke Book and I've got three boxes of clothes for charades and ... and ... and whenever I try to cheer people up they all look embarrassed ... and really I do make an effort . .
She blew her nose loudly.
Even the Senior Wrangler had the grace to look embarrassed.
'Er ...' he began.
'Would it hurt anyone just occasionally to try to be a little bit cheerful?' said the Cheerful Fairy.
'Er ... in what way?' said the Senior Wrangler, feeling wretched.
'Well, there's so many nice things to be cheerful about,' said the Cheerful Fairy, blowing her nose again.
'Er ... raindrops and sunsets and that sort of thing?' said the Senior Wrangler, managing some sarcasm, but they could tell his heart wasn't in it. 'Er, would you like to borrow my handkerchief? It's nearly fresh.'
'Why don't you get the lady a nice sherry?' said Ridcully. 'And some corn for her chicken ...'
'Oh, I never drink alcohol,' said the Cheerful Fairy, horrified.
'Really?' said Ridcully. 'We find it's something to be cheerful about. Mr Stibbons ... would you be so kind as to step over here for a moment?'
He beckoned him up close.
'There's got to be a lot of belief sloshing around to let her be created,' he said. 'She's a good fourteen stone, if I'm any judge. If we wanted to contact the Hogfather, how would we go about it? Letter up chimney?'
'Yes, but not tonight, sir,' said Ponder. 'He'll be out delivering.'
'No telling where he'll be, then,' said Ridcully. 'Blast.'
'Of course, he might not have come here yet,' said Ponder.
'Why should he come here?' said Ridcully.
The Librarian pulled the blankets over himself and curled up.
As an orang-utan he hankered for the warmth of the rainforest. The problem was that he'd never even seen a rainforest, having been turned into an orang-utan when he was already a fully grown human. Something in his bones knew about it, though, and didn't like the cold of winter at all. But he was also a librarian in those same bones and he flatly refused to allow fires to be lit in the library. As a result, pillows and blankets went missing everywhere else in the University and ended up in a sort of cocoon in the reference section, in which the ape lurked during the worst of the winter.
He turned over and wrapped himself in the Bursar's curtains.
There was a creaking outside his nest, and some whispering.
'No, don't fight the lamp.'
'I wondered why I hadn't seen him all evening.'
'Oh, he goes to bed early on Hogswatch Eve, sir. Here we are . . .'
There was some rustling.
'We're in luck. It hasn't been filled,' said Ponder. 'Looks like he's used one of the Bursar's.'
'He puts it up every year?'
'Apparently.'
'But it's not as though he's a child. A certain child— like simplicity, perhaps.'
'It might be different for orang-utans, Archchancellor.'
'Do they do it in the jungle, d'you think?'
'I don't imagine so, sir. No chimneys, for one thing.'
'And quite short legs, of course. Extremely underfunded in the sock area, orang-utans. They'd be quids in if they could hang up gloves, of course. Hogfather'd be on double shifts if they could hang up their gloves. On account of the length of their arms.'
'Very good, Archchancellor.'
'I say, what's this on the... my word, a glass of sherry. Well, waste not, want not.' There was a damp glugging noise in the darkness.
'I think that was supposed to be for the Hogfather, sir.'
'And the banana?'
'I imagine that's been left out for the pigs, sir.'
'Pigs?'
'Oh, you know, sir. Tusker and Snouter and Gouger and Rooter. I mean,' Ponder stopped, conscious that a grown man shouldn't be able to remember this sort of thing, 'that's what children believe.'
'Bananas for pigs? That's not traditional, is it? I'd have thought acorns, perhaps. Or apples or swedes.'
'Yes, sir, but the Librarian likes bananas, sir.'
'Very nourishin' fruit, Mr Stibbons.'
'Yes, sir. Although, funnily enough it's not actually a fruit, sir.'
'Really?'
'Yes, sir. Botanically, it's a type of fish, sir. According to my theory it's cladistically associated with the Krullian pipefish, sir, which of course is also yellow and goes around in bunches or shoals.'
'And lives in trees?'
'Well, not usually, sir. The banana is obviously exploiting a new niche.'
'Good heavens, really? It's a funny thing, but I've never much liked bananas and I've always been a bit suspicious of fish, too. That'd explain it.'
'Yes, sir.'
'Do they attack swimmers?'
'Not that I've heard, sir. Of course, they may be clever enough to only attack swimmers who're far from land.'
'What, you mean sort of... high up? In the trees, as it were?'
'Possibly, sir.'
'Cunning, eh?'
'Yes, sir.'
'Well, we might as well make ourselves comfortable, Mr Stibbons.'
'Yes, sir.'
A match flared in the darkness as Ridcully lit his pipe.
The Ankh-Morpork wassailers had practised for weeks.
The custom was referred to by Anaglypta Huggs, organizer of the best and most select group of the city's singers, as an occasion for fellowship and good cheer.
One should always be wary of people who talk unashamedly of 'fellowship and good cheer' as if it were something that can be applied to life like a poultice. Turn your back for a moment and they may well organize a Maypole dance and, frankly, there's no option then but to try and make it to the treeline.
The singers were halfway down Park Lane now, and halfway through 'The Red Rosy Hen' in marvellous harmony.[19] Their collecting tins were already full of donations for the poor of the city, or at least those sections of the poor who in Mrs Huggs' opinion were suitably picturesque and not too smelly and could be relied upon to say thank you. People had come to their doors to listen. Orange light spilled on to the snow. Candle lanterns glowed among the tumbling flakes. If you could have taken the lid off the scene, there would have been chocolates inside. Or at least an interesting biscuit assortment.
Mrs Huggs had heard that wassailing was an ardent ritual, and you didn't need anyone to tell you what that meant, but she felt she'd carefully removed all those elements that would affront the refined ear.
And it was only gradually that the singers became aware of the discord.
Around the corner, slipping and sliding on the ice, came another band of singers.
Some people march to a different drummer. The drummer in question here must have been trained elsewhere, possibly by a different species on another planet.
In front of the group was a legless man on a small wheeled trolley, who was singing at the top of his voice and banging two saucepans together. His name was Arnold Sideways. Pushing him along was Coffin Henry, whose croaking progress through an entirely different song was punctuated by bouts of off-the-beat coughing. He was accompanied by a perfectly ordinary-looking man in torn, dirty and yet expensive clothing, whose pleasant tenor voice was drowned out by the quacking of a duck on his head. He answered to the name of Duck Man, although he never seemed to understand why, or why he was always surrounded by people who seemed to see ducks where no ducks could be. And finally, being towed along by a small grey dog on a string, was Foul Ole Ron, generally regarded in AnkhMorpork as the deranged beggars' deranged beggar. He was probably incapable of singing, but at least he was attempting to swear in time to the beat, or beats.
The wassailers stopped and watched them in horror.
Neither party noticed, as the beggars oozed and ambled up the street, that little smears of black and grey were spiralling out of drains and squeezing out from under tiles and buzzing off into the night. People have always had the urge to sing and clang things at the dark stub of the year, when all sorts of psychic nastiness has taken advantage of the long grey days and the deep shadows to lurk and breed. Lately people had taken to singing harmoniously, which rather lost the effect. Those who really understood just clanged something and shouted.
The beggars were not in fact this well versed in folkloric practice. They were just making a din in the wellfounded hope that people would give them money to stop.
It was just possible to make out a consensus song in there somewhere.
The Duck Man had, with great presence of mind, damped a hand over Ron's mouth.
'So sorry about this,' he said, 'but this time I'd like people not to slam their doors on us. And it doesn't scan, anyway.'
The nearby doors slammed regardless. The other wassailers fled hastily to a more salubrious location. Goodwill to all men was a phrase coined by someone who hadn't met Foul Ole Ron.
The beggars stopped singing, except for Arnold Sideways, who tended to live in his own small world.
' ...nobody knows how good we can live, on boots three times a day...'
Then the change in the air penetrated even his consciousness.
Snow thumped off the trees as a contrary wind brushed them. There was a whirl of flakes and it was just possible, since the beggars did not always have their mental compasses pointing due Real, that they heard a brief snatch of conversation.
'It just ain't that simple, master, that's all I'm saying... '
IT IS BETTER TO GIVE THAN TO RECEIVE, ALBERT.
'No, master, it's just a lot more expensive. You can't just go around-'
Things rained down on the snow.
The beggars looked at them. Arnold Sideways carefully picked up a sugar pig and bit its nose off. Foul Ole Ron peered suspiciously into a cracker that had bounced off his hat, and then shook it against his ear.
The Duck Man opened a bag of sweets.
'Ah, humbugs?' he said.
Coffin Henry unlooped a string of sausages from around his neck.
'Buggrit?' said Foul Ole Ron.
'It's a cracker,' said the dog, scratching its ear. 'You pull it.'
Ron waved the cracker aimlessly by one end.
'Oh, give it here,' said the dog, and gripped the other end in its teeth.
'My word,' said the Duck Man, fishing in a snowdrift. 'Here's a whole roast pig! And a big dish of roast potatoes, miraculously uncracked! And... look... isn't this caviar in the jar? Asparagus! Potted shrimp! My goodness! What were we going to have for Hogswatch dinner, Arnold?'
'Old boots,' said Arnold. He opened a fallen box of cigars and licked them.
'Just old boots?'
'Oh, no. Stuffed with mud, and with roast mud. 's good mud, too. I bin saving it up.'
'Now we can have a merry feast of goose!'
'All right. Can we stuff it with old boots?'
There was a pop from the direction of the cracker. They heard Foul Ole Ron's thinkingbrain dog growl.
'No, no, no, you put the hat on your head and you read the hum'rous mottar.'
'Millennium hand and shrimp?' said Ron, passing the scrap of paper to the Duck Man. The Duck Man was regarded as the intellectual of the group.
He peered at the motto.
'Ah, yes, let's see now... It says "'Help Help Help Ive Fallen in the Crakker Machine I Cant Keep Runin on this Roller Please Get me Ou...".' He turned the paper over a few times. 'That appears to be it, except for the stains.'
'Always the same ole mottars,' said the dog. 'Someone slap Ron on the back, will you? If he laughs any more he'll — oh, he has. Oh well, nothing new about that.'
The beggars spent a few more minutes picking up hams, jars and bottles that had settled on the snow. They packed them around Arnold on his trolley and set off down the street.
'How come we got all this?'
' 's Hogswatch, right?'
'Yeah, but who hung up their stocking?'
'I don't think we've got any, have we?'
'I hung up an old boot.'
'Does that count?'
'Dunno. Ron ate it.'
I'm waiting for the Hogfather, thought Ponder Stibbons. I'm in the dark waiting for the Hogfather. Me. A believer in Natural Philosophy. I can find the square root of 27.4 in my head.[20] I shouldn't be doing this.
It's not as if I've hung a stocking up. There'd be some point if...
He sat rigid for a moment, and then pulled off his pointy sandal and rolled down a sock. It helped if you thought of it as the scientific testing of an interesting hypothesis.
From out of the darkness Ridcully said, 'How long, do you think?'
'It's generally believed that all deliveries are completed well before midnight,' said Ponder, and tugged hard.
'Are you all right, Mr Stibbons?'
'Fine. sir. Fine. Er... do you happen to have a drawing pin about you? Or a small nail, perhaps?'
'I don't believe so.'
'Oh, it's all right. I've found a penknife.'
After a while Ridcully heard a faint scratching noise in the dark.
'How do you spell "electricity", sir?'
Ridcully thought for a while. 'You know, I don't think I ever do.'
There was silence again, and then a clang. The Librarian grunted in his sleep.
'What are you doing?'
'I just knocked over the coal shovel.'
'Why are you feeling around on the mantelpiece?'
'Oh, just... you know, just... just looking. A little... experiment. After all, you never know.'
'You never know what?'
'Just... never know, you know.'
'Sometimes you know,' said Ridcully. 'I think I know quite a lot that I didn't used to know. It's amazing what you do end up knowing, I sometimes think. I often wonder what new stuff I'll know.'
'Well, you never know.'
'That's a fact.'
High over the city Albert turned to Death, who seemed to be trying to avoid his gaze.
'You didn't get that stuff out of the sack! Not cigars and peaches in brandy and grub with fancy foreign names!'
YES, IT CAME OUT OF THE SACK.
Albert gave him a suspicious look.
'But you put it in the sack in the first place, didn't you?'
NO.
'You did, didn't you?' Albert stated.
NO.
'You put all those things in the sack.'
NO.
'You got them from somewhere and put them in the sack.'
NO.
'You did put them in the sack, didn't you?'
NO.
'You put them in the sack.'
YES.
'I knew you put them in the sack. Where did you get them?'
THEY WERE JUST LYING AROUND.
'Whole roast pig does not, in my experience, just lie around.'
NO ONE SEEMED TO BE USING THEM, ALBERT.
'Couple of chimneys ago we were over that big posh restaurant...'
REALLY? I DON'T REMEMBER.
'And it seemed to me you were down there a bit longer than usual, if you don't mind me saying so.'
REALLY.
'How exactly were they just inverted comma lying around inverted comma?'
JUST... LYING AROUND. YOU KNOW. RECUMBENT.
'In a kitchen?'
THERE WAS A CERTAIN CULINARINESS ABOUT THE PLACE, I RECALL.
Albert pointed a trembling finger.
'You nicked someone's Hogswatch dinner, master!'
IT'S GOING TO BE EATEN, said Death defensively. ANYWAY, YOU THOUGHT IT WAS A GOOD IDEA WHEN I SHOWED THAT KING THE DOOR.
'Yeah, well, that was a bit different,' said Albert, lowering his voice. 'But, I mean, the Hogfather doesn't drop down the chimney and pinch people's grub!'
THE BEGGARS WILL ENJOY IT, ALBERT.
'Well, yes, but...'
IT WASN'T STEALING. IT WAS JUST... REDISTRIBUTION. IT WILL BE A GOOD DEED IN A NAUGHTY WORLD.
'No, it won't!'
THEN IT WILL BE A NAUGHTY DEED IN A NAUGHTY WORLD AND WILL PASS COMPLETELY UNNOTICED.
'Yeah, but you might at least have thought about the people whose grub you pinched.'
THEY HAVE BEEN PROVIDED FOR, OF COURSE. I AM NOT COMPLETELY HEARTLESS. IN A METAPHORICAL SENSE. AND NOW — ONWARDS AND UPWARDS.
'We're heading down, master.'
ONWARDS AND DOWNWARDS, THEN.
There were... swirls. Binky galloped easily through them, except that he did not seem to move. He might have been hanging in the air.
'Oh, me,' said the oh god weakly.
'What?' said Susan.
'Try shutting your eyes ...'
Susan shut her eyes. Then she reached up to touch her face.
'I'm still seeing. .
'I thought it was just me. It's usually just me.' The swirls vanished.
There was greenery below.
And that was odd. It was greenery. Susan had flown a few times over countryside, even swamps and jungles, and there had never been a green as green as this. If green could be a primary colour, this was it.
And that wiggly thing
'That's not a river!' she said.
'Isn't it?'
'It's blue!'
The oh god risked a look down.
'Water's blue,' he said.
'Of course it's not!'
'Grass is green, water's blue... I can remember that. It's some of the stuff I just know.'
'Well, in a way...' Susan hesitated. Everyone knew grass was green and water was blue. Quite often it wasn't true, but everyone knew it in the same way they knew the sky was blue, too.
She made the mistake of looking up as she thought that.
There was the sky. It was, indeed, blue. And down there was the land. It was green.
And in between was nothing. Not white space. Not black night. Just... nothing, all round the edges of the world. Where the brain said there should be, well, sky and land, meeting neatly at the horizon, there was simply a void that sucked at the eyeball like a loose tooth.
And there was the sun.
It was under the sky, floating above the land.
And it was yellow.
Buttercup yellow.
Binky landed on the grass beside the river. Or at least on the green. It felt more like sponge, or moss. He nuzzled it.
Susan slid off, trying to keep her gaze low. That meant she was looking at the vivid blue of the water.
There were orange fish in it. They didn't look quite right, as if they'd been created by someone who really did think a fish was two curved lines and a dot and a triangular tail. They reminded her of the skeletal fish in Death's quiet pool. Fish that were... appropriate to their surroundings. And she could see them, even though the water was just a block of colour which part of her insisted ought to be opaque...
She knelt down and dipped her hand in. It felt like water, but what poured through her fingers was liquid blue.
And now she knew where she was. The last piece clicked into place and the knowledge bloomed inside her. She knew if she saw a house just how its windows would be placed, and just how the smoke would come out of the chimney.
There would almost certainly be apples on the trees. And they would be red, because everyone knew that apples were red. And the sun was yellow. And the sky was blue. And the grass was green.
But there was another world, called the real world by the people who believed in it, where the sky could be anything from off-white to sunset red to thunderstorm yellow. And the trees would be anything from bare branches, mere scribbles against the sky, to red flames before the frost. And the sun was white or yellow or orange. And water was brown and grey and green...
The colours here were springtime colours, and not the springtime of the world. They were the colours of the springtime of the eye.
'This is a child's painting,' she said.
The oh god slumped onto the green.
'Every time I look at the gap my eyes water,' he mumbled. 'I feel awful.'
'I said this is a child's painting,' said Susan.
'Oh, me... I think the wizards' potion is wearing off...'
LUNCH?
'All right, mebbe we had a bit of pork chipping tor the bread ...'
EVEN SO, THE SPIRIT OF HOGSWATCH...
Albert sighed. 'If you like, master. If you like.'
Death looked perturbed.
BUT SUPPOSING THE HOGFATHER HAD BROUGHT YOU THE WONDERFUL HORSE—
'Oh, Dad would've flogged it for a couple of bottles,' said Albert.
BUT WE HAVE BEEN INTO HOUSES WHERE THE CHILDREN HAD MANY TOYS AND BROUGHT THEM EVEN MORE TOYS, AND IN HOUSES LIKE THIS THE CHILDREN GET PRACTICALLY NOTHING.
'Huh, we'd have given anything to get practically nothing when I were a lad,' said Albert.
BE HAPPY WITH WHAT YOU'VE GOT, IS THAT THE IDEA?
'That's about the size of it, master. A good god line, that. Don't give 'em too much and tell 'em to be happy with it. jam tomorrow, see.'
THIS IS WRONG. Death hesitated. I MEAN ... IT'S RIGHT TO BE HAPPY WITH WHAT YOU'VE GOT. BUT YOU'VE GOT TO HAVE SOMETHING TO BE HAPPY ABOUT HAVING. THERE'S NO POINT IN BEING HAPPY ABOUT HAVING NOTHING.
Albert felt a bit out of his depth in this new tide of social philosophy.
'Dunno,' he said. 'I suppose people'd say they've got the moon and the stars and suchlike.'
I'M SURE THEY WOULDN'T BE ABLE TO PRODUCE THE PAPERWORK.
'All I know is, if Dad'd caught us with a big bag of pricey toys wed just have got a ding round the earhole for nicking 'em.'
IT IS ... UNFAIR.
'That's life, master.'
BUT I'M NOT.
'I meant this is how it's supposed to go, master,' said Albert.
NO. YOU MEAN THIS IS HOW IT GOES.
Albert leaned against the stove and rolled himself one of his horrible thin cigarettes. It was best to let the master work his own way through these things. He got over them eventually. It was like that business with the violin. For three days there was nothing but twangs and broken strings, and then he'd never touched the thing again. That was the trouble, really. Everything the master did was a bit like that. When things got into his head you just had to wait until they leaked out again.
He'd thought that Hogswatch was all ... plum pudding and brandy and ho ho ho and he didn't have the kind of mind that could ignore all the other stuff. And so it hurt him.
IT IS HOGSWATCH, said Death, AND PEOPLE DIE ON THE STREETS. PEOPLE FEAST BEHIND LIGHTED WINDOWS AND OTHER PEOPLE HAVE NO HOMES. IS THIS FAIR?
'Well, of course, that's the big issue ...' Albert began.
THE PEASANT HAD A HANDFUL OF BEANS AND THE KING HAD SO MUCH HE WOULD NOT EVEN NOTICE THAT WHICH HE GAVE AWAY. IS THIS FAIR?
'Yeah, but if you gave it all to the peasant then in a year or two he'd be just as snooty as the king—' began Albert, jaundiced observer of human nature.
NAUGHTY AND NICE? said Death. BUT IT'S EASY
TO BE NICE IF YOU'RE RICH. IS THIS FAIR?
Albert wanted to argue. He wanted to say, Really? In that case, how come so many of the rich buggers is bastards? And being poor don't mean being naughty, neither. We was poor when I were a kid, but we was honest. Well, more stupid than honest, to tell the truth. But basically honest.
He didn't argue, though. The master wasn't in any mood for it. He always did what needed to be done.
'You did say we just had to do this so's people'd believe... ' he began, and then stopped and started again. 'When it comes to fair, master, you yourself...'
I AM EVEN-HANDED TO RICH AND POOR ALIKE, snapped Death. BUT THIS SHOULD NOT BE A SAD TIME. THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE THE SEASON TO BE JOLLY. He wrapped his red robe around him. AND OTHER THINGS ENDING IN OLLY, he added.
'There's no blade,' said the oh god. 'It's just a sword hilt.'
Susan stepped out of the light and her wrist moved. A sparkling blue line flashed in the air, for a moment outlining an edge too thin to be seen.
The oh god backed away.
'What's that?'
'Oh, it cuts tiny bits of the air in half. It can cut the soul away from the body, so stand back, please.'
'Oh, I will, I will.'
Susan fished the black scabbard out of the umbrella stand.
Umbrella stand! It never rained here, but Death had an umbrella stand. Practically no one else Susan knew had an umbrella stand. In any list of useful furniture, the one found at the bottom would be the umbrella stand.
Death lived in a black world, where nothing was alive and everything was dark and his great library only had dust and cobwebs because he'd created them for effect and there was never any sun in the sky and the air never moved and he had an umbrella stand. And a pair of silverbacked hairbrushes by his bed. He wanted to be something more than just a bony apparition. He tried to create these flashes of personality but somehow they betrayed themselves, they tried too hard, like an adolescent boy going out wearing an aftershave called 'Rampant'.
Grandfather always got things wrong. He saw life from outside and never quite understood.
'That looks dangerous,' said the oh god.
Susan sheathed the sword.
'I hope so,' she said.
'Er ... where are we going? Exactly?'
'Somewhere under an overhead sky,' said Susan. 'And ... I've seen it before. Recently. I know the place.'
They walked out to the stable yard. Binky was waiting.
'I said you don't have to come,' said Susan, grasping the saddle. 'I mean, you're a ... an innocent bystander.'
'But I'm a god of hangovers who's been cured of hangovers,' said the oh god. 'I haven't really got any function at all.'
He looked so forlorn when he said this that she relented.
'All right. Come on, then.'
She pulled him up behind her.
'Just hang on,' she said. And then she said, `Hang on somewhere differently, I mean.'
'I'm sorry, was that a problem?' said the oh god, shifting his grip.
'It might take too long to explain and you probably don't know all the words. Around the waist, please.'
Susan took out Violet's hourglass and held it up. There was a lot of sand left to run, but she couldn't be certain that was a good sign.
All she could be certain of was that the horse of Death could go anywhere.
The sound of Hex's quill as it scrabbled across the paper was like a frantic spider trapped in a matchbox.
Despite his dislike of what was going on, there was a part of Ponder Stibbons that was very, very impressed.
In the past, when Hex had been recalcitrant about its calculations, when it had got into a mechanical sulk and had started writing things like'+++ Out of Cheese Error +++'and'+++ Redo From Start +++' Ponder had tried to sort things out calmly and logically.
It had never, ever occurred to him to contemplate hitting Hex with a mallet. But this was, in fact, what Ridcully was threatening to do.
What was impressive, and also more than a little worrying, was that Hex seemed to understand the concept.
'Right,' said Ridcully, putting the mallet aside. 'Let's have no more of this "Insufficient dates" business, shallwe? There's boxes of the damn things back in the Great Hall. You can have the lot as far as Im concerned...'
'It's data, not dates,' said Ponder helpfully.
'What? You mean like ... more than dates? Extra sticky?'
'No, no, data is Hex's word for ... well, facts,' said Ponder.
'Ridiculous way to behave,' said Ridcully brusquely. 'If he's stumped for an answer, why can't he write "You've got me there" or "Damned if I know," or "That's a bit of a puzzler and no mistake"? All this "Insufficient data" business is just pure contrariness, to my mind. It's just swank-' He turned back to Hex. 'Right, you. Hazard a guess.'
The quill started to write '+++ Insuff ' and then stopped. After quivering for a moment it went down a line and started again.
+++ This Is Just Calculating Aloud, You Understand +++
'Fair enough,' said Ridcully.
.+++ The Amount Of Belief In The World Must Be Subject To An Upper Limit +++
'What an odd question,' said the Dean.
'Sounds sensible,' said Ridcully. 'I suppose people just ... believe in stuff. Obviously there's a limit to what you can believe in. I've always said so. So what?'
.+++ Creatures Have Appeared That Were Once Believed In +++
'Yes. Yes, you could put it like that.'
+++ They Disappeared Because They Were Not Believed In +++
'Seems reasonable,' said Ridcully.
+++ People Were Believing In Something Else Query? +++
Ridcully looked at the other wizards. They shrugged.
'Could be,' he said guardedly. 'People can only believe in so many things.'
... It Follows That If A Major Focus Of Belief Is Removed, There Will Be Spare Belief ...
Ridcully stared at the words.
'You mean ... sloshing around?'
The big wheel with the ram skulls on it began to turn ponderously. The scurrying ants in the .glass tubes took on a new urgency.
'What's happening?' said Ridcully, in a loud whisper.
'I think Hex is looking up the word "sloshing",' said Ponder. 'It may be in long-term storage.'
A large hourglass came down on the spring.
'What's that for?' said Ridcully.
'Er ... it shows Hex is working things out.'
'Oh. And that buzzing noise? Seems to be coming from the other side of the wall.'
Ponder coughed.
'That is the long-term storage, Archchancellor.'
'And how does that work?'
'Er ... well, if you think of memory as a series of little shelves or, or, or holes, Archchancellor, in which you can put things, well, we found a way of making a sort of memory which, er, interfaces neatly with the ants, in fact, but more importantly can expand its size depending on how much we give it to remember and, er, is possibly a bit slow but...'
'It's a very loud buzzing,' said the Dean. 'Is it going wrong.
'No, that shows it's working,' said Ponder. 'It's, er, beehives.'
He coughed.
'Different types of pollen, different thicknesses of honey, placement of the eggs ... It's actually amazing how much information you can store on one honeycomb.'
He looked at their faces. 'And it's very secure because anyone trying to tamper with it will get stung to death and Adrian believes that when we shut it down in the summer holidays we should get a nice lot of honey, too.' He coughed again. 'For our ... sand ... wiches,' he said.
He felt himself getting smaller and hotter under their gazes.
Hex came to his rescue. The hourglass bounced away and the quill pen was jerked in and out of its inkwell.
+++ Yes. Sloshing Around. Accreting +++
'That means forming around new centres, Archchancellor,' said Ponder helpfully.
'I know that,' said Ridcully. 'Blast. Remember when we had all that life force all over the place? A man couldn't call his trousers his own! So ... there's spare belief sloshing around, thank you, and these little devils are taking advantage of it? 'Coming back? Household gods?'
+++ This Is Possible +++
'All right, then, so what are people not believing in all of a sudden?'
+++ Out Of Cheese Error +++ MELON MELON MELON +++ Redo From Start +++
'Thank you. A simple "I don't know" would have been sufficient,' said Ridcully, sitting back.
'One of the major gods?' said the Chair of Indefinite Studies.
'Hah, we'd soon know about it if one of those vanished.'
'It's Hogswatch,' said the Dean. 'I suppose the Hogfather is around, is he?'
'You believe in him?' said Ridcully.
'Well, he's for kids, isn't he?' said the Dean. 'But I'm sure they all believe in him. I certainly did. It wouldn't be Hogswatch when I was a kid without a pillowcase hanging by the fire ...'
'A pillowcase?' said the Senior Wrangler, sharply.
'Well, you can't get much in a stocking,' said the Dean.
'Yes, but a whole pillowcase?' the Senior Wrangler insisted.
'Yes. What of it?'
'Is it just me, or is that a rather greedy and selfish way to behave? In my family we just hung up very small socks,' said the Senior Wrangler. 'A sugar pig, a toy soldier, a couple of oranges and that was it. Hah, turns out people with whole pillowcases were cornering the market, eh?'
'Shut up and stop squabbling, both of you,' said Ridcully. 'There must be a simple way to check up. How can you tell if the Hogfather exists?'
'Someone's drunk the sherry, there's sooty footprints on the carpet, sleigh tracks on the roof and your pillowcase is full of presents,' said the Dean.
'Hah, pillowcase,' said the Senior Wrangler darkly. 'Hah. I expect your family were the stuck-up sort that didn't even open their presents until after Hogswatch dinner, eh? One of them with a big snooty Hogswatch tree in the hall?'
'What if ...' Ridcully began, but he was too late.
'Well?' said the Dean. 'Of course we waited until after lunch...'
'You know, it really used to wind me right up, people with big snooty Hogswatch trees. And I just bet you had one of those swanky fancy nutcrackers like a big thumbscrew,' said the Senior Wrangler. 'Some people had to make do with the coal hammer out of the outhouse, of course. And had dinner in the middle of the day instead of lah-di-dah posh dinner in the evening.'
'I can't help it if my family had money,' said the Dean, and that might have defused things a bit had he not added, 'and standards.'
'And big pillowcases!' shouted the Senior Wrangler, bouncing up and down in rage. 'And I bet you bought your holly, eh?'
The Dean raised his eyebrows. 'Of course! We didn't go creeping around the country pinching it out of other people's hedges, like some people did,' he snapped.
'That's traditional! That's part of the fun!'
'Celebrating Hogswatch with stolen greenery?'
Ridcully put his hand over his eyes.
The word for this, he had heard, was 'cabin fever'. When people had been cooped up for too long in the dark days of the winter, they always tended to get on one another's nerves, although there was probably a school of thought that would hold that spending your time in a university with more than five thousand known rooms, a huge library, the best kitchens in the city, its own brewery, dairy, extensive wine cellar, laundry, barber shop, cloisters and skittle alley was testing the definition of 'cooped up' a little. Mind you, wizards could get on one another's nerves in opposite corners of a very large field.
'Just shut up, will you?' he said. 'It's Hogswatch! That's not the time for silly arguments, all right?'
'Oh, yes it is,' said the Chair of Indefinite Studies glumly. 'It's exactly the time for silly arguments. In our family we were lucky to get through dinner without a reprise of What A Shame Henry Didn't Go Into Business With Our Ron. Or Why Hasn't Anyone Taught Those Kids To Use A Knife? That was another favourite.'
'And the sulks,' said Ponder Stibbons.
'Oh, the sulks,' said the Chair of Indefinite Studies. 'Not a proper Hogswatch without everyone sitting staring at different walls.'
'The games were worse,' said Ponder.
'Worse than the kids hitting one another with their toys, do you think? Not a proper Hogswatch afternoon without wheels and bits of broken dolly everywhere and everyone whining. Assault and battery included.'
'We had a game called Hunt the Slipper,' said Ponder. 'Someone hid a slipper. And then we had to find it. And then we had a row.'
'It's not really bad,' said the Lecturer in Recent Runes. 'I mean, not proper Hogswatch bad, unless everyone's wearing a paper hat. There's always that bit, isn't there, when someone's horrible great-aunt puts on a paper hat and smirks at everyone because she's being so bohemian.'
'I'd forgotten about the paper hats,' said the Chair of Indefinite Studies. 'Oh, dear.'
'And then later on someone'll suggest a board game,' said Ponder.
'That's right. Where no one exactly remembers all the rules.'
'Which doesn't stop someone suggesting that you play for pennies.'
'And five minutes later there's two people not speaking to one another for the rest of their lives because of tuppence.'
'And some horrible little kid...'
'I know, I know! Some little kid who's been allowed to stay up wins everyone's money by being a nasty little cut— throat swot!'
'Right!'
'Er . . .' said Ponder, who rather suspected that he had been that child.
'And don't forget the presents,' said the Chair of Indefinite Studies, as if reading off some internal list of gloom. 'How ... how full of potential they seem in all that paper, how pregnant with possibilities ... and then you open them and basically the wrapping paper was more interesting and you have to say "How thoughtful, that will come in handy!' It's not better to give than to receive, in my opinion, it's just less embarrassing.'
'I've worked out,' said the Senior Wrangler, 'that over the years I have been a net exporter of Hogswatch presents—'
'Oh, everyone is,' said the Chair. 'You spend a fortune on other people and what you get when all the paper is cleared away is one slipper that's the wrong colour and a book about earwax.'
Ridcully sat in horrified amazement. He'd always enjoyed Hogswatch, every bit of it. He'd enjoyed seeing ardent relatives, he'd enjoyed the food, he'd been good at games like Chase My Neighbour Up The Passage and Hooray Jolly Tinker. He was always the first to don a paper hat. He felt that paper hats lent a special festive air to the occasion. And he always very carefully read the messages on Hogswatch cards and found time for a few kind thoughts about the sender.
Listening to his wizards was like watching someone kick apart a doll's house.
'At least the Hogswatch cracker mottoes are fun...?' he ventured.
They all turned to look at him, and then turned away again.
'If you have the sense of humour of a wire coathanger,' said the Senior Wrangler.
'Oh dear,' said Ridcully. 'Then perhaps there isn't a Hogfather if all you chaps are sitting around with long faces. He's not the sort to let people go around being miserable!'
'Ridcully, he's just some old winter god,' said the Senior Wrangler wearily. 'He's not the Cheerful Fairy or anything.'
The Lecturer in Recent Runes raised his chin from his hands. 'What Cheerful Fairy?'
'Oh, its just something my granny used to go on about if it was a wet afternoon and we were getting on her nerves,' said the Senior Wrangler. 'She'd say "I'll call the Cheerful Fairy if you're..." ' He stopped, looking guilty.
The Archchancellor held a hand to his ear in a theatrical gesture denoting 'Hush. What was that I heard?'
'Someone tinkled,' he said. 'Thank you, Senior Wrangler.'
'Oh no,' the Senior Wrangler moaned. 'No, no, no!'
They listened for a moment.
'We might have got away with it,' said Ponder. 'I didn't hear anything...'
'Yes, but you can just imagine her, can't you?' said the Dean. 'The moment you said it, I had this picture in my mind. She's going to have a whole bag of word games, for one thing. Or she'll suggest we go outdoors for our health.'
The wizards shuddered. They weren't against the outdoors, it was simply their place in it they objected to.
'Cheerfulness has always got me down,' said the Dean.
'Welt if some wretched little ball of cheerfulness turns up I shan't have it for one,' said the Senior Wrangler, folding his arms. 'I've put up with monsters and trolls and big green things with teeth, so I'm not sitting still for any kind of...'
'Hello!! Hello !!'
The voice was the kind of voice that reads suitable stories to children. Every vowel was beautifully rounded. And they could hear the extra exclamation marks, born of a sort of desperate despairing jollity, slot into place. They turned.
The Cheerful Fairy was quite short and plump in a tweed skirt and shoes so sensible they could do their own tax returns, and was pretty much like the first teacher you get at school, the one who has special training in dealing with nervous incontinence and little boys whose contribution to the wonderful world of sharing consists largely of hitting a small girl repeatedly over the head with a wooden horse. In fact, this picture was helped by the whistle on a string around her neck and a general impression that at any moment she would clap her hands.
The tiny gauzy wings just visible on her back were probably just for show, but the wizards kept on staring at her shoulder.
'Hello...' she said again, but a lot more uncertainly. She gave them a suspicious look. 'You're rather big boys,' she said, as if they'd become so in order to spite her. She blinked. 'It's my job to chase those blues away,' she added, apparently following a memorized script. Then she seemed to rally a bit and went on. 'So chins up, everyone, and lets see a lot of bright shining faces!!'
Her gaze met that of the Senior Wrangler, who had probably never had a bright shining face in
his entire life. He specialized in dull, sullen ones. The one he was wearing now would have won prizes.
'Excuse me, madam,' said Ridcully. 'But is that a chicken on your shoulder?'
'It's, er, its, er, it's the Blue Bird of Happiness,' said the Cheerful Fairy. Her voice now had the slightly shaking tone of someone who doesn't quite believe what she has just said but is going to go on saying it anyway, just in case saying it will eventually make it true.
'I beg your pardon, but it is a chicken. A live chicken,' said Ridcully. 'It just went cluck.'
'It is blue,' she said hopelessly.
'Well, that at least is true,' Ridcully conceded, as kindly as he could manage. 'Left to myself, I expect I'd have imagined a slightly more streamlined Blue Bird of Happiness, but I can't actually fault you there.'
The Cheerful Fairy coughed nervously and fiddled with the buttons on her sensible woolly jumper.
'How about a nice game to get us all in the mood?' she said. 'A guessing game, perhaps? Or a painting competition? There may be a small prize for the winner.'
'Madam, we're wizards,' said the Senior Wrangler. 'We don't do cheerful.'
'Charades?' said the Cheerful Fairy. 'Or perhaps you've been playing them already? How about a sing-song? Who knows "Row Row Row Your Boat"?'
Her bright little smile hit the group scowl of the assembled wizards. 'We don't want to be Mr Grumpy, do we?' she added hopefully.
'Yes,' said the Senior Wrangler.
The Cheerful Fairy sagged, and then patted frantically at her shapeless sleeves until she tugged out a balled-up handkerchief. She dabbed at her eyes.
'It's all going wrong again, isn't it?' she said, her chin trembling. 'No one ever wants to be cheerful these days, and I really do try. I've made a Joke Book and I've got three boxes of clothes for charades and ... and ... and whenever I try to cheer people up they all look embarrassed ... and really I do make an effort . .
She blew her nose loudly.
Even the Senior Wrangler had the grace to look embarrassed.
'Er ...' he began.
'Would it hurt anyone just occasionally to try to be a little bit cheerful?' said the Cheerful Fairy.
'Er ... in what way?' said the Senior Wrangler, feeling wretched.
'Well, there's so many nice things to be cheerful about,' said the Cheerful Fairy, blowing her nose again.
'Er ... raindrops and sunsets and that sort of thing?' said the Senior Wrangler, managing some sarcasm, but they could tell his heart wasn't in it. 'Er, would you like to borrow my handkerchief? It's nearly fresh.'
'Why don't you get the lady a nice sherry?' said Ridcully. 'And some corn for her chicken ...'
'Oh, I never drink alcohol,' said the Cheerful Fairy, horrified.
'Really?' said Ridcully. 'We find it's something to be cheerful about. Mr Stibbons ... would you be so kind as to step over here for a moment?'
He beckoned him up close.
'There's got to be a lot of belief sloshing around to let her be created,' he said. 'She's a good fourteen stone, if I'm any judge. If we wanted to contact the Hogfather, how would we go about it? Letter up chimney?'
'Yes, but not tonight, sir,' said Ponder. 'He'll be out delivering.'
'No telling where he'll be, then,' said Ridcully. 'Blast.'
'Of course, he might not have come here yet,' said Ponder.
'Why should he come here?' said Ridcully.
The Librarian pulled the blankets over himself and curled up.
As an orang-utan he hankered for the warmth of the rainforest. The problem was that he'd never even seen a rainforest, having been turned into an orang-utan when he was already a fully grown human. Something in his bones knew about it, though, and didn't like the cold of winter at all. But he was also a librarian in those same bones and he flatly refused to allow fires to be lit in the library. As a result, pillows and blankets went missing everywhere else in the University and ended up in a sort of cocoon in the reference section, in which the ape lurked during the worst of the winter.
He turned over and wrapped himself in the Bursar's curtains.
There was a creaking outside his nest, and some whispering.
'No, don't fight the lamp.'
'I wondered why I hadn't seen him all evening.'
'Oh, he goes to bed early on Hogswatch Eve, sir. Here we are . . .'
There was some rustling.
'We're in luck. It hasn't been filled,' said Ponder. 'Looks like he's used one of the Bursar's.'
'He puts it up every year?'
'Apparently.'
'But it's not as though he's a child. A certain child— like simplicity, perhaps.'
'It might be different for orang-utans, Archchancellor.'
'Do they do it in the jungle, d'you think?'
'I don't imagine so, sir. No chimneys, for one thing.'
'And quite short legs, of course. Extremely underfunded in the sock area, orang-utans. They'd be quids in if they could hang up gloves, of course. Hogfather'd be on double shifts if they could hang up their gloves. On account of the length of their arms.'
'Very good, Archchancellor.'
'I say, what's this on the... my word, a glass of sherry. Well, waste not, want not.' There was a damp glugging noise in the darkness.
'I think that was supposed to be for the Hogfather, sir.'
'And the banana?'
'I imagine that's been left out for the pigs, sir.'
'Pigs?'
'Oh, you know, sir. Tusker and Snouter and Gouger and Rooter. I mean,' Ponder stopped, conscious that a grown man shouldn't be able to remember this sort of thing, 'that's what children believe.'
'Bananas for pigs? That's not traditional, is it? I'd have thought acorns, perhaps. Or apples or swedes.'
'Yes, sir, but the Librarian likes bananas, sir.'
'Very nourishin' fruit, Mr Stibbons.'
'Yes, sir. Although, funnily enough it's not actually a fruit, sir.'
'Really?'
'Yes, sir. Botanically, it's a type of fish, sir. According to my theory it's cladistically associated with the Krullian pipefish, sir, which of course is also yellow and goes around in bunches or shoals.'
'And lives in trees?'
'Well, not usually, sir. The banana is obviously exploiting a new niche.'
'Good heavens, really? It's a funny thing, but I've never much liked bananas and I've always been a bit suspicious of fish, too. That'd explain it.'
'Yes, sir.'
'Do they attack swimmers?'
'Not that I've heard, sir. Of course, they may be clever enough to only attack swimmers who're far from land.'
'What, you mean sort of... high up? In the trees, as it were?'
'Possibly, sir.'
'Cunning, eh?'
'Yes, sir.'
'Well, we might as well make ourselves comfortable, Mr Stibbons.'
'Yes, sir.'
A match flared in the darkness as Ridcully lit his pipe.
The Ankh-Morpork wassailers had practised for weeks.
The custom was referred to by Anaglypta Huggs, organizer of the best and most select group of the city's singers, as an occasion for fellowship and good cheer.
One should always be wary of people who talk unashamedly of 'fellowship and good cheer' as if it were something that can be applied to life like a poultice. Turn your back for a moment and they may well organize a Maypole dance and, frankly, there's no option then but to try and make it to the treeline.
The singers were halfway down Park Lane now, and halfway through 'The Red Rosy Hen' in marvellous harmony.[19] Their collecting tins were already full of donations for the poor of the city, or at least those sections of the poor who in Mrs Huggs' opinion were suitably picturesque and not too smelly and could be relied upon to say thank you. People had come to their doors to listen. Orange light spilled on to the snow. Candle lanterns glowed among the tumbling flakes. If you could have taken the lid off the scene, there would have been chocolates inside. Or at least an interesting biscuit assortment.
Mrs Huggs had heard that wassailing was an ardent ritual, and you didn't need anyone to tell you what that meant, but she felt she'd carefully removed all those elements that would affront the refined ear.
And it was only gradually that the singers became aware of the discord.
Around the corner, slipping and sliding on the ice, came another band of singers.
Some people march to a different drummer. The drummer in question here must have been trained elsewhere, possibly by a different species on another planet.
In front of the group was a legless man on a small wheeled trolley, who was singing at the top of his voice and banging two saucepans together. His name was Arnold Sideways. Pushing him along was Coffin Henry, whose croaking progress through an entirely different song was punctuated by bouts of off-the-beat coughing. He was accompanied by a perfectly ordinary-looking man in torn, dirty and yet expensive clothing, whose pleasant tenor voice was drowned out by the quacking of a duck on his head. He answered to the name of Duck Man, although he never seemed to understand why, or why he was always surrounded by people who seemed to see ducks where no ducks could be. And finally, being towed along by a small grey dog on a string, was Foul Ole Ron, generally regarded in AnkhMorpork as the deranged beggars' deranged beggar. He was probably incapable of singing, but at least he was attempting to swear in time to the beat, or beats.
The wassailers stopped and watched them in horror.
Neither party noticed, as the beggars oozed and ambled up the street, that little smears of black and grey were spiralling out of drains and squeezing out from under tiles and buzzing off into the night. People have always had the urge to sing and clang things at the dark stub of the year, when all sorts of psychic nastiness has taken advantage of the long grey days and the deep shadows to lurk and breed. Lately people had taken to singing harmoniously, which rather lost the effect. Those who really understood just clanged something and shouted.
The beggars were not in fact this well versed in folkloric practice. They were just making a din in the wellfounded hope that people would give them money to stop.
It was just possible to make out a consensus song in there somewhere.
'And if you ain't got a penny,' Foul Ole Ron yodelled, solo, 'then — fghfgh yffg mftnfmf...'
Hogswatch is coming,
The pig is getting fat,
Please put a dollar in the old man's hat
If you ain't got a dollar a penny will do...
The Duck Man had, with great presence of mind, damped a hand over Ron's mouth.
'So sorry about this,' he said, 'but this time I'd like people not to slam their doors on us. And it doesn't scan, anyway.'
The nearby doors slammed regardless. The other wassailers fled hastily to a more salubrious location. Goodwill to all men was a phrase coined by someone who hadn't met Foul Ole Ron.
The beggars stopped singing, except for Arnold Sideways, who tended to live in his own small world.
' ...nobody knows how good we can live, on boots three times a day...'
Then the change in the air penetrated even his consciousness.
Snow thumped off the trees as a contrary wind brushed them. There was a whirl of flakes and it was just possible, since the beggars did not always have their mental compasses pointing due Real, that they heard a brief snatch of conversation.
'It just ain't that simple, master, that's all I'm saying... '
IT IS BETTER TO GIVE THAN TO RECEIVE, ALBERT.
'No, master, it's just a lot more expensive. You can't just go around-'
Things rained down on the snow.
The beggars looked at them. Arnold Sideways carefully picked up a sugar pig and bit its nose off. Foul Ole Ron peered suspiciously into a cracker that had bounced off his hat, and then shook it against his ear.
The Duck Man opened a bag of sweets.
'Ah, humbugs?' he said.
Coffin Henry unlooped a string of sausages from around his neck.
'Buggrit?' said Foul Ole Ron.
'It's a cracker,' said the dog, scratching its ear. 'You pull it.'
Ron waved the cracker aimlessly by one end.
'Oh, give it here,' said the dog, and gripped the other end in its teeth.
'My word,' said the Duck Man, fishing in a snowdrift. 'Here's a whole roast pig! And a big dish of roast potatoes, miraculously uncracked! And... look... isn't this caviar in the jar? Asparagus! Potted shrimp! My goodness! What were we going to have for Hogswatch dinner, Arnold?'
'Old boots,' said Arnold. He opened a fallen box of cigars and licked them.
'Just old boots?'
'Oh, no. Stuffed with mud, and with roast mud. 's good mud, too. I bin saving it up.'
'Now we can have a merry feast of goose!'
'All right. Can we stuff it with old boots?'
There was a pop from the direction of the cracker. They heard Foul Ole Ron's thinkingbrain dog growl.
'No, no, no, you put the hat on your head and you read the hum'rous mottar.'
'Millennium hand and shrimp?' said Ron, passing the scrap of paper to the Duck Man. The Duck Man was regarded as the intellectual of the group.
He peered at the motto.
'Ah, yes, let's see now... It says "'Help Help Help Ive Fallen in the Crakker Machine I Cant Keep Runin on this Roller Please Get me Ou...".' He turned the paper over a few times. 'That appears to be it, except for the stains.'
'Always the same ole mottars,' said the dog. 'Someone slap Ron on the back, will you? If he laughs any more he'll — oh, he has. Oh well, nothing new about that.'
The beggars spent a few more minutes picking up hams, jars and bottles that had settled on the snow. They packed them around Arnold on his trolley and set off down the street.
'How come we got all this?'
' 's Hogswatch, right?'
'Yeah, but who hung up their stocking?'
'I don't think we've got any, have we?'
'I hung up an old boot.'
'Does that count?'
'Dunno. Ron ate it.'
I'm waiting for the Hogfather, thought Ponder Stibbons. I'm in the dark waiting for the Hogfather. Me. A believer in Natural Philosophy. I can find the square root of 27.4 in my head.[20] I shouldn't be doing this.
It's not as if I've hung a stocking up. There'd be some point if...
He sat rigid for a moment, and then pulled off his pointy sandal and rolled down a sock. It helped if you thought of it as the scientific testing of an interesting hypothesis.
From out of the darkness Ridcully said, 'How long, do you think?'
'It's generally believed that all deliveries are completed well before midnight,' said Ponder, and tugged hard.
'Are you all right, Mr Stibbons?'
'Fine. sir. Fine. Er... do you happen to have a drawing pin about you? Or a small nail, perhaps?'
'I don't believe so.'
'Oh, it's all right. I've found a penknife.'
After a while Ridcully heard a faint scratching noise in the dark.
'How do you spell "electricity", sir?'
Ridcully thought for a while. 'You know, I don't think I ever do.'
There was silence again, and then a clang. The Librarian grunted in his sleep.
'What are you doing?'
'I just knocked over the coal shovel.'
'Why are you feeling around on the mantelpiece?'
'Oh, just... you know, just... just looking. A little... experiment. After all, you never know.'
'You never know what?'
'Just... never know, you know.'
'Sometimes you know,' said Ridcully. 'I think I know quite a lot that I didn't used to know. It's amazing what you do end up knowing, I sometimes think. I often wonder what new stuff I'll know.'
'Well, you never know.'
'That's a fact.'
High over the city Albert turned to Death, who seemed to be trying to avoid his gaze.
'You didn't get that stuff out of the sack! Not cigars and peaches in brandy and grub with fancy foreign names!'
YES, IT CAME OUT OF THE SACK.
Albert gave him a suspicious look.
'But you put it in the sack in the first place, didn't you?'
NO.
'You did, didn't you?' Albert stated.
NO.
'You put all those things in the sack.'
NO.
'You got them from somewhere and put them in the sack.'
NO.
'You did put them in the sack, didn't you?'
NO.
'You put them in the sack.'
YES.
'I knew you put them in the sack. Where did you get them?'
THEY WERE JUST LYING AROUND.
'Whole roast pig does not, in my experience, just lie around.'
NO ONE SEEMED TO BE USING THEM, ALBERT.
'Couple of chimneys ago we were over that big posh restaurant...'
REALLY? I DON'T REMEMBER.
'And it seemed to me you were down there a bit longer than usual, if you don't mind me saying so.'
REALLY.
'How exactly were they just inverted comma lying around inverted comma?'
JUST... LYING AROUND. YOU KNOW. RECUMBENT.
'In a kitchen?'
THERE WAS A CERTAIN CULINARINESS ABOUT THE PLACE, I RECALL.
Albert pointed a trembling finger.
'You nicked someone's Hogswatch dinner, master!'
IT'S GOING TO BE EATEN, said Death defensively. ANYWAY, YOU THOUGHT IT WAS A GOOD IDEA WHEN I SHOWED THAT KING THE DOOR.
'Yeah, well, that was a bit different,' said Albert, lowering his voice. 'But, I mean, the Hogfather doesn't drop down the chimney and pinch people's grub!'
THE BEGGARS WILL ENJOY IT, ALBERT.
'Well, yes, but...'
IT WASN'T STEALING. IT WAS JUST... REDISTRIBUTION. IT WILL BE A GOOD DEED IN A NAUGHTY WORLD.
'No, it won't!'
THEN IT WILL BE A NAUGHTY DEED IN A NAUGHTY WORLD AND WILL PASS COMPLETELY UNNOTICED.
'Yeah, but you might at least have thought about the people whose grub you pinched.'
THEY HAVE BEEN PROVIDED FOR, OF COURSE. I AM NOT COMPLETELY HEARTLESS. IN A METAPHORICAL SENSE. AND NOW — ONWARDS AND UPWARDS.
'We're heading down, master.'
ONWARDS AND DOWNWARDS, THEN.
There were... swirls. Binky galloped easily through them, except that he did not seem to move. He might have been hanging in the air.
'Oh, me,' said the oh god weakly.
'What?' said Susan.
'Try shutting your eyes ...'
Susan shut her eyes. Then she reached up to touch her face.
'I'm still seeing. .
'I thought it was just me. It's usually just me.' The swirls vanished.
There was greenery below.
And that was odd. It was greenery. Susan had flown a few times over countryside, even swamps and jungles, and there had never been a green as green as this. If green could be a primary colour, this was it.
And that wiggly thing
'That's not a river!' she said.
'Isn't it?'
'It's blue!'
The oh god risked a look down.
'Water's blue,' he said.
'Of course it's not!'
'Grass is green, water's blue... I can remember that. It's some of the stuff I just know.'
'Well, in a way...' Susan hesitated. Everyone knew grass was green and water was blue. Quite often it wasn't true, but everyone knew it in the same way they knew the sky was blue, too.
She made the mistake of looking up as she thought that.
There was the sky. It was, indeed, blue. And down there was the land. It was green.
And in between was nothing. Not white space. Not black night. Just... nothing, all round the edges of the world. Where the brain said there should be, well, sky and land, meeting neatly at the horizon, there was simply a void that sucked at the eyeball like a loose tooth.
And there was the sun.
It was under the sky, floating above the land.
And it was yellow.
Buttercup yellow.
Binky landed on the grass beside the river. Or at least on the green. It felt more like sponge, or moss. He nuzzled it.
Susan slid off, trying to keep her gaze low. That meant she was looking at the vivid blue of the water.
There were orange fish in it. They didn't look quite right, as if they'd been created by someone who really did think a fish was two curved lines and a dot and a triangular tail. They reminded her of the skeletal fish in Death's quiet pool. Fish that were... appropriate to their surroundings. And she could see them, even though the water was just a block of colour which part of her insisted ought to be opaque...
She knelt down and dipped her hand in. It felt like water, but what poured through her fingers was liquid blue.
And now she knew where she was. The last piece clicked into place and the knowledge bloomed inside her. She knew if she saw a house just how its windows would be placed, and just how the smoke would come out of the chimney.
There would almost certainly be apples on the trees. And they would be red, because everyone knew that apples were red. And the sun was yellow. And the sky was blue. And the grass was green.
But there was another world, called the real world by the people who believed in it, where the sky could be anything from off-white to sunset red to thunderstorm yellow. And the trees would be anything from bare branches, mere scribbles against the sky, to red flames before the frost. And the sun was white or yellow or orange. And water was brown and grey and green...
The colours here were springtime colours, and not the springtime of the world. They were the colours of the springtime of the eye.
'This is a child's painting,' she said.
The oh god slumped onto the green.
'Every time I look at the gap my eyes water,' he mumbled. 'I feel awful.'
'I said this is a child's painting,' said Susan.
'Oh, me... I think the wizards' potion is wearing off...'